Tomorrow Morning You'll Wake Up With The White Noise.

today jamie is tattooing josh bryant's girlfriend & some kid they know so i am gonna spend the day working on some projects...
i am gonna work on some art & edit the songs we did last weekend. maybe do a video or 2...we did 3 songs but i dunno what to do for the videos so i dunno what i can accomplish today!
& i REALLY need to work on a zine!!! i knew zining would get pushed to the side when i started working...aww well. it won't be forever. & if i'd get off my ass i could work on a zine here & there & get it done really quickly but i'm just being lazy! so i'm gonna get to work on that.

 yesterday at work Sue apologized to me. i said "ok."  i wasn't expecting an apology at all. so all if forgiven/forgotten. she is a bigger woman than i. i never woulda apologized. cos i am not sorry for making her cry at all...cos i'm a bitch.
 another day at work without long sleeves. most people haven't said anything about my tattoos. the matt kid that usually says nothing to me unless he has to is being nicer to me! i thought he hated me. but now all of a sudden i'm cool with him cos i have tattoos. i guess his brother is "covered head to toe" in them. he asked me if i was getting full sleeves i said "probably not. just half sleeves." then he mostly talked to the other girl whose husband is also a tattoo artist about her tattoos. i think they both realize i am just the type of person at work that doesn't really speak unless spoken too. i am very uncomfortable in the whole work atmosphere, i fucking hate it there.
this other woman also called sue --but i think her name is suzanne- was a chatterbox to me & used to talk to me everyday. i think she doesn't like me anymore cos she saw my ink. i don't care! i'm just surprised cos most people don't seem to care. they mostly treat me the same. but not this lady. she acts like she is so insulted & that i had her completely fooled! she was talking to me like i was a normal person but i was hiding a secret under my long sleeves i'm one of those tattooed freaks! GASP!
 THEN the ignorant ass technician guy came over to my machine the last hour at work. i almost thought i'd get thru the day without having to listen to his stupid bullshit.. i hate this guy more everyday...
he saw my tattoos & said to the other girl "now that chick has some tattoos." she told him my husband is at tattoo artist. & i was already fucking annoyed cos he called me a "chick." mainly just cos it was HIM & i do not fucking like him.then he said "i see a lotta black cats & 13s are you wiccan?" FIRST OF ALL, i have ONE tattoo that is a black cat with a 13 & i guess it's the only one he focused on cos he's a dumbass. SECOND, YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO ASK PEOPLE AT WORK ABOUT THEIR RELIGION! it's in our handbook so i could report him for harassing me....THIRD, i'm NOT wiccan & it wouldn't be any of his fucking business if i was...i'm not insulted that he thought i was wiccan it's just the fact that he assumed that cos he's an idiot & doesn't know what he's talking about. i said "NO." & he could tell i got kinda mad. so he said "i was just asking." later he asked "so are you from piqua?" & OF COURSE he is one of those people that pronounce it "picWAY" & i so fucking hate that...i told him i lived near bradford & then it was time for the guess where i am originally from game, he decided to play it. i just wanted him to go away. i told him i was born in indiana & he said some dumb shit about me being a hoosier & finally went away. man i hate that guy.
  it's so nice outside...i hope the weekend is nice so jamie & i can go for a bike ride!! right now i think i may go back to sleep for another hour. i am so happy it's friday. work has me so worn out this week! bye for now!

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  well no problems with the technician today,altho he did come over to my machine to talk to us towards the end of the night & said "cos you ladies are pleasant to look at." whatever dick...i just ignored him.

  BUT there was other DRAMA today...i don't even know where to start.... usually on my machine it's me,matt & pauline. pauline has been gone for a few days so she was replaced by tina. there's this woman named sue who it supposed to be what they call a "spider". which means she is SUPPOSED to put yer supplies on yer table when she sees you are running low. & replace you on the machine if you hafta go to the bathroom. she did those thing--for PAULINE. no one else. since pauline has been gone, sue hasn't been anywhere near our machine & hasn't lifted a finger to help us or come by to ask if we need to go to the rest room even tho that is her fucking job. the first few days she did this i noticed she'd be right over there helping pauline but never even bother to help me. so right away i did not like her. i just thought "fuck you lady." so i was already aggravated by that. then when our machine was down today she DEMANDED we come over & help her ...well actually DO her job FOR HER. she barked demands at us & was a complete bitch but it was only for a few minutes. so we (me & tina) left & during a change over she again demanded we go DO HER JOB FOR HER even tho we were doing something else..well she was a total bitch again & all anyone ever does is talk about how she won't do her job & she treats everyone like shit & she's lazy & blah blah blah...well she was being RUDE. all i was doing was putting this girl on the machine supplies on the table (i don't know her name)& sue started bitching at me & said i wasn't doing it right. i told her that it was the first time i had done it so "she didn't have to talk to me like that. " & that's all i said. i got an attitude cos she had one. she backed off like i wanted & shut the fuck up. & the girl on the machine said it didnt matter how i put them on & tried to laugh it off cos i was mad. & then she told me not to worry about it & i said "i'm not." next thing i know sue is running off & when she comes back she's crying & trying to make eveybody feel sorry for her cos me & this other girl "made her cry." i didn't feel bad at all. i didn't fucking do anything....i've put up with people treating me like shit & treating me like i'm stupid cos i'm quiet at work so they think they can walk all over me, or cos i'm a temp or cos they think i'm younger than i am...i am not gonna let people talk down to me or be condescending i WILL stand up for myself. this is NOT high school, i refuse to go thru anything like that again...
  so then it was break time. it got around real fast that me & this other girl made sue cry. i could hear people talking about it. i THOUGHT i heard them talking shit about me & i heard every word cos i was in the bathroom & they were right outside. at first i thought it was sue & she was saying "how would she like it if i made her cry." but i went out there & she wasn't even there. it was her friend & the other girl that allegedly made her cry & she was saying she felt bad cos she never made anyone cry before. & then she pointed at me & said something & i smiled & she said something else & i'm like "ehh i don't care" & went to text jamie like i always do. i think another girl was saying shit about me cos i think she doesn't like me but i don't give a fuck. she's some stupid girl that always wears insane clown posse shirts & is always being annoying by TRYING to sing & she is really fucking stupid. i'd like to see her try to say something to my face, she'd get knocked the fuck out!!  & these people just don't get it--I DON'T CARE what they say about me, i don't know them & they don't know me! they can think i'm a bitch if they want to..they only think i'm a BITCH cos they know i don't give a fuck what they say about me. FUCK THOSE PEOPLE.
i don't think there will be any problems with anyone tho...there shouldn't be. i'm gonna call Sraffmark & tell them about it tomorrow just to be on the safe side...most people thought it was funny. i think alotta people don't stand up to her cos they are afraid they will lose their job. WELL i am "just a temp" & i don't give a fuck. i mean , i do care if i lose my job but i ain't letting people think they can walk all over me just becos i am a temp...fuck all that. geez, the first time i actually stand up for myself at work & i make someone cry, someone who is supposed to be such a tough bitch. whatever. i fucking hate that place!!! i don't go to work for DRAMA & GOSSIP i go there to work & make money to support me & my husband & that is it.
 
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there's this technician guy at work....actually i'm not sure what he's supposed to be. i've seen him attempt to fix machines but he mostly just stands around & chit chats with people cos he has nothing else to do or something. he came over to my machine & was asking everyone how long they've been there & shit like that. & that matt kid was telling him about how he plans to become a cop & the technician guy was all "sorry but you don't seem to have the weight behind ya, what are you 125 lbs?" matt's like "it's  family thing" & he walked away saying "it's better than the other way around." (i guess he thinks it's better to be too thin than to fat.) the conversation only ended cos somebody actually needed him to do something. i was just thinking "WOW. what an asshole." & if that guy ever said anything to me like that i would let him have it. or at least tell him to fuck off. i ain't putting up with his ignorant shit. i would go directly to the coordinator AND call staffmark & tell them to tell that guy not to talk to me cos i don't like him & the shit he talks....later there was a different girl on my machine & she has a tattoo on her neck & he came over & was asking her about it & i was like "oh boy here we go again." cos he was like "why did you do that?" & she explained her husband is a tattoo artist & she has more tattoos than him & blah blah blah...which is more more than i would do i'd just be like "fuck you. it's none of yer business." but she said something about it being okay for girls to have tattoos & he's "oh yeah me & my wife have talked about it. i just don't like it when people have their arms covered & you can't see anything & it takes away from the design." she was like "right, right." i don't know her very well but i don't think she really thinks that! i'm sure she just wanted him to shut the fuck up about it. he was practically hovering over her... i wanted so much to say "my husband is tattoo artist too & i have half sleeves." but i decided i didn't want any part of that conversation cos i'd only get angry. i was more like "better her than me." he just better keep his stupid face shut when he sees my ink. cos everybody at work will see my tattoos eventually. it's hot in there! i'm not wearing long sleeves in the summer time....but i will never forget any of the ignorant shit he said...
cos an elephant never forgets!!!!!

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the songs jamie & i recorded tonight were "serve the servants" by nirvana,"celebrity skin"by hole, & "buddy holly"by weezer! music videos coming soon!!! :)

jamie & i are about to eat dinner...then it's PARTY TIME!
not really...we just got some Mojito drink mix & we're gonna make some drinks & have a drunken recording session since we haven't gotten around to it for the last few weeks!!!
here's the top shelf in our fridge! we haven't had this much alcohol in our possession in years! it's kinda ridiculous! we have collected this over the last month! we try a drink get sick of it & try a new one & still have alcohol from the week before..so now we kinda have a bar :)OH! & here's some old magazines i got at the antique mall so that i can some collages tomorrow!!!

we're not going to punk nite after all...we're gonna go to the brewery in a few weeks when Mobile Death Camp plays instead...tonight we are gonna make some drinks, record some songs & get it on! :)

i may do a collage or two as well. it's been awhile since i did one...also i took lotsa photos at the antique mall so there will be a huge photo post coming soon! :D

there are so many things that i wanna do & get done this weekend so i thought i'd do a to do list to see if i can accomplish it all. some "work" but mostly "PLAY!"!!!!!

SATURDAY:

• get money outta the bank
• visit joseph
• go to the antique mall & buy some things
• work on zine
• do a zine review vlog?(possibly with jamie!)
• record at least 2 songs
• go to Punk Nite!

SUNDAY:(DATE DAY!)

• go to richmond & have FUN
• photo booth pictures!
• Movie
• Hastings cos there's a shirt i wanna get
• Trader's Depot
• Hobby Lobby
• Dinner!
• Tattoo
• RELAX

this morning when i was getting ready for work jamie just looked at me & said "yer pretty."
isn't he the sweetest?! i love him!! :)